Strengths
My strength is, I can make connections very well between different pieces of information, but these will happen better if I actively effort in the present and then I allow the connections to happen passively. Basically, when I see a prompt, I will make the connection.
Main other strength, I have high attention to detail.
I can write very well, if I try to think of it.
What I can do on Twitter or like in general is write. My best: read more technical content, read more papers and prove to people on Twitter, people I work with that I have a lot of specialized knowledge. I also need to note down my special knowledge on EST like what I'm confident in and what I need to put more effort in.
Creativity
How I can trigger creativity: having caffeine helps, sleeping else, but mainly I need any stimulation so strong crack chai helps maybe I should have coffee.
Being grounded does not help me creativity wise, maybe I should try reading books or more articles in these states. Even if I don't feel like this is something I have not tried properly so maybe that might help. Maybe I might not have to artificially stimulate myself using tea.
I think creatine 10g also helps.
Procedure
So basically, I can have strong tea, then it's like I get a lot of ideas and my sensitivity is increased. This means that I can if I visualize my mind's space as three dimensional space with lots of bits and all peaks and maximize and minimize then stimulating myself can help me to move the ball awareness outside of maximum and minimize, and then when I reach the right area, I need to focus.
I need to get better and focus in these areas. Maybe meditation could help or maybe writing could help with maybe once I catch, and I can try grounding myself. Writing is one way.
What could benefit me
Right, I am very well connected now. I need to myself pick up 1-2 areas like environments. RL is one area like I need. I definitely need to learn more about RL and try some experiments. I cannot keep procrastinating like this and maybe inference serving one more area. I can pick up and in general, I need to read more papers. It's not that difficult, after a point of time, reading papers is mostly like adding delta change, I'm very well-connected now and I need to give up my fear of getting suspended or like getting cancelled or anything. I can't drive because of it. Just just make sure that you don't write stuff that is very offensive or something so as long as I am as long as I am, my mental health is good and I censor myself a bit which is fine. Better I need to. It's time. I practice that, yeah, so I need to get rid of random fear. I need to focus more on what I want to see more, which means I need. I just need to prove to the best people that I know stuff and get to talk to them and learn from them and eventually get opportunities, so I need to upskill myself if I scale myself well, then it will scale very well for me.
Accounts following me were posting much better than me, so I need to stop worrying and I need to focus on what I want to post. People who gain followers, usually they provide some kind of value. Now I am not going to go the interview road, but I can at least have one post a couple of days that has some sort of value like some new paper or something. I need to develop the research taste, and eventually, I need to be running my own experiments.
If you want to double down on something that means taking a choice that means taking a risk, it's like taking a bet, you cannot be afraid you have to be bold.